11 painful things :)

1. Bringing back the feeling you tried to forget

2. Reminiscing the good times

3. Trying to hide what you really feel

4. Loving someone who loves another

5. Having a commitment with someone you know would not last

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody

7. Loving a person too much

8. Right love at the wrong time

9. Taking risk to fall in love again

10. Accepting that it was never meant to be

11. "What ifs"
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kem asas kepimpinan

hhhmmm,,
Assalamualaikum W.B.T
korang sihat ?? :)

harap sihat ~

ok,,( sebenarnya aktiviti ni semalam) >.<
tak sempat nak story2 sebab penat sangat ~

aku bangun pagi pukul 630 LOL
memang kelam kabut gila masa tu
pastu cepat2 mandi dll
dan pergi umah mali ,, and balqis,,
and straight to school!!

ffuh,, alhamdulillah sempat
masa kat kem,, kitorang dipecahkan kpd 15 kumpulan,,
aku kat group no. 1 >> Genting Highland ;)
ada ,, emmm 20 org tak silap~
dan salah sorangnya ialah  abg Haziq KAA >.< ada banyak aktiviti yg ada ,, hhhhmm ~
**malas nak tulis

sampai masa nak balik,, kitorang dikejutkan dgn satu berita baik ;)
kitorang group terbaik pada 18212 
oh,wow,, tak caya ??
what I want to say is...
thank you to all group 1's participants~
and thank you too to cik marlina and cik juwanita from MSU
U gave me some very good experiences >.<

WILL MISS THE 'yesterday' :)

my brother

My brother's one of the SPM candidates this year,,

I hope he'd do well

I know he can..

he's gonna come home this week,I guess

I'm going to grandma's this week too

and stay there for a week

FEELIN' A LITTLE BIT TOO EXCITED  

:D

I'm sorry -_-

I'm  sorry  I  constantly  want  to  talk  to  you~
I'm  sorry  if  I  made you  feel  annoyed
I'm  sorry  if  I  come  off  as  annoying
I'm  sorry  if  you  dont  wanna  talk   to  me  as  much  as  I  wanna  talk  to  you

I'm  sorry  if  I   think  too  much  of  you  (and  too  often)

I'm  sorry  if  I  tell  you  about  a  pointless  drama  when  you  don't  really  care

I'm  sorry  if  I  come  off  as  being  clingy, but  its  just  me  missing  you..

HAVE NOTHING TO DO RIGHT NOW,,
JUST WROTE SOMETHING RIDICULOUS
~.~

the trials

I made this the other night..
cause i have some trouble




Wondering ...
why
when justice was to be established
when the flag was flown to the truth,
why
contemptible words given,
expressed lies ..

We want to say,
we want to ask,
What is the guilt,
it's just the offense that occurred
unnoticed

We feel melancholy,
We feel sad,
did you realize,
We have been impressed
frustrated    (echeh)

Have forgotten everything ,
When anger more fervent ,
..Shouted the devil happy
when the descendants of Adam deceived
when they succeed to break 
our relationship
which has stood intact

We'll no longer laugh
We do not want to say anything,
We will be quiet
After all despised

Pearl droplets fallen in,
To release the grief and sorrow,
Suffer, though,
Thinking the storm that hit,

We can only pray,
Allah is the Hearing,
Who knows everything,
That  always Fair every moment

Patience and resignation to motivation,Steadfast and courageous to face trials,
Friends and Companions (1 KAA),
As a backup,
To meet the challenges ..

DEMAM

huh,i'm having a fever now..
yes,i'm sick now..TOTALLY SICK
it've been 4 days...
despite having a fever , I still have so much things to do,
homeworks,,,schoolworks,,and what's new,,FB works!!

HAHA,JOKING
don't be mad at me ,ok??
:D


I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
(never thought i will say that!)
but yup,,i wanna go to school

cerita raya 2011

okay,,,this is my raya story~
hey,,raya ni balik 3-3 tmpt~
-ampang
-kuala selangor
-melaka
walaupun aku x rasa langsung feeling raya tahun ni...
tapi, ada bnda best ni...tu yg aku nak cita...
yg paling best ialah aktiviti m'buat smoke bomb
lokasi:
jln ujung permatang,,,kuala selangor

...crew2 smoke bomb...:
>lukman
>shah

>satria
>lutfi
>emir farid



hei,hei,hei..
best bro..
mmmm...ni semestinya keje abg2 sedara aku -_-"

^===
abg aku...hey
MERDEKA!!

berpeluh peluh  abg shah...
sian dia...===>

owh yeah...
haha..


the best part before the explosion

DAN INILAH HASILNYA~
WOOHOOO~

HEI...AKU a.k.a. KAMI TAK AKAN LUPA 

KATA2 SELEPAS KEJADIAN TU....

(sapa yg baca jgn terasa ye..)

"MA,MA...SELIPAR L***I MASUK BECAK!!.."

>.<

KENANGAN NI X LEH DILUPAKAN...WAKAKAKA


worait..smpi sini je wat masa ni...
~SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~

happy EID~

assalamualaikum,,
hehe

i wish u happy eid (4 all muslims)

dkt kuala selangor ni~

peristiwa penting hari ni:

===>my cousin tersadung kaki

chaching~

just changed the background~
haha...sorry~

FASTING AND FB

~fasting  is  coming  through..

what  do  I  feel??HAPPY??

(OF  COURSE~)

but  I  still  dunno  what  to  do...

  WHEN  school  ends  at  5:30~
HAPPY  FASTING  TO  ALL  MUSLIMS!

feeling  lonely  with  just  dad  and  sis

cause  mom  and  my  cuddly  little bro'  go sees  grandma

who  lives  by  the  hill...

 :P
kiddding~
she lives  at   MELAKA

I  can't  go  cause  there  are  so  many  things  to  do~

folio  and  such  things!

so  bored  right  now~

by  the  way, I  feel  like  i  wanna  strangle  'ATOK' 

cause  he  made  me  having  such  terrible  headache  this  week!

(we  chatted  about   killing  someone..:P)

can  you  guest  who???

realized

okay, i'm  totally  feeling  bad ,right  now
cause  everything's  not  right!!

is  it  hard  to  understand??
or  it's  just  me  all  the  time??
pretending  that  it  never  happened??
oh, ?I  REALIZED  now....
.....it  was  me  all  the  time....
I'm  doing  this  cause  i  have  no  one  to talk to!
maybe.......
i'm  just  disturbing....
fine...
BUT
I'LL  NEVER  GIVE  UP!!

TILL  YOU  SEE  WHAT  I'M TRYING  TO  DO!
WE'LL SEE WHO  WILL LOSE...

all about this keyboard thing~

first  af  all,
selamat  tinggal  kpd  ketboard  lama... jasamu  kukenang

kpd  keyboard  baru... selamat  datang..
jgn  cepat  rosak,  pokai  abang  aku....
oh  ya,,cakap  psl  abg...
TERIMA KASIH ABANG HAZIQ!!
KERANA  TLH  BERSUSAH  PAYAH  MEMBELIKAN  KB   INI!

hari yg memalukan~

PSK SUDH...ORAL TEST #2 SUDH.....APA LAGI LA AGAKNYA....

OH YA!!

GALAH PANJANG!!MMM..NAK MASUK PRTNDGN BOLA BALING TAPI....NAK KUMPUL ILMU DULULAH....

SAYA DOAKAN YG TERBAIK BUAT KAMU!!
yg lwknya....MASA ORAL TADI....
AKU KENA PKI RMBUT PALSU...

URGH!!

PASTU....ALANG2 TGH ELOK BUAT CONVERSATION...

(TAJUKNYA MMG PSL CONVERSATION,TAPI AQ NAK DEBATE)

ADA LA SEORANG MAKHLUK NI...INDIA...PERGI KETAWAKAN KITORANG PASAL

AQ PKI RMBUT PALSU...AIN PKI MOUSTACHE...

ISH..NAK LALU TU...LALU JOLAH!

GERAM AKU!

SEBENTAR TADI....

PERKARA INI DISAHKAN BENAR OLEH SAYA SENDIRI....

AQ MASUK DEWAN MINI...BERSAMA KELAS2 LAIN....TERMASUK KLS 'DIA'

SDG BERUSAHA MENYOROKKAN DIRI DARIPADA DILIHAT..

HAHAHA

X B'JAYA....

DIA NAMPAK ...*RASANYALAH...

MMMMM, X KUT... HARAP2 LA

UKAY!!PG DULU...

CHOW!

23 JUN 2011

something happened to me...
something HORRID!!

and TERRIBLE!
it makes my friends kinda shock...

it's about the new girl...
what she said about 'that' makes 'ANOTHER ME'..

angry with her......

she still doesn't listen to my advise...
well,eventhough she's new...

it doesn't mean i have to do what she wants,right??

she's new!!DAA~~

POLITE,OKAY,POLITE!

suma benda kwn aq buat kat aq dia nak buat...baru je 1 hari knl aq ...2 pun x betul2...

sedap2 ckp >WEI,NAK LETAK TELEKUNG DALAM BEG KO
kau ingat aq suka sangat ke??tolong la hormat sikit weh....

kau adalah seorang yg baru berhijrah....eish...

mls aq ckp lebih2...

~KAJANG~

TRANSPORT:BAS(PERGI & BALIK)OKAY, 1ST THING I WANT  TO  SAY IS THAT I WAS 

VERY DISSAPOINTED WITH... URGH!

WHATEVER~ DIDN'T NEED TO THINK ABOUT THAT NOW...
AT LEAST I STILL CAN GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS~
& AINA~! I'LL MISS U !!
OKAY,FIRST SMPI KJG,PG BREAKFAST...mcD!!

HUNGRY MAA~~
THEN IT'S TIME 4 SHOPPING!!(DIORANG ARR)

LPS 2 WAYANG.....(PEDULIKAN BACKGROUND)

KITORANG TENGOK CITA 'KARAK' SEBENARNYA...

SERIOUSLY,THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I WENT 4 WAYANG.....

LPS 2,,DIORANG CKP NAK KARAOKE....(NO WAY!)

ERGH, X  NAK AQ!

MASA DIORANG KARAOKE,AQ GI JLN2...

DGN IFA!!

PASTU LUNCH....X TAU APASAL TIBA2 DIORANG GADUH LAK..

MAK AIH...'APO KONO EH JANG!'

AR, MALAS AQ NAK LAYAN!

kitorang baalik lps asar....AQ SOLAT KAT UMAH....

SBLM 2,KITORANG SAMBUT AINA DULU!!!

TEPUNG!!
TEPUNG IN MY SHOES!

TEPUNG  ON MY TUDUNG!

WORSTLY,TEPUNG IN MY EYE!!WE'LL  MISS  U!!

OKAY,TU JE...

ENJOY....

THAT'S  ALL!!

LOVE   U!!

bidan terjun

ADA  3  BENDA  AQ  NAK  CITA...

• 
  
• 1, aq  dh  habis  periksa....

alhamdulillah...suma ok kecuali KKQ...ustzh tipu...ckp senang...

• 2, 'dia'  xde....

mmmm,dia  tau  ke??mungkin dia pg kem kut..

• 3,kucing aq dh bersalin..
  aq lah jadi bidan nya....wah,hepinya...
  gementar gak first-first tu....
  tapi,alhamdulillah,suma pun ok!!
  4 ekor ke 5 ekor,x pasti....ok,

tata titi tutu...

MALI

mali,  mali....
camna  ko  bleh  terlibat  skali  dgn  aktiviti  penyiasatan  ni....
misi  2  JEMS  BOND(VERSI  PRMPN)

mmmm......   sikit  lagi.....
tgh  perhatikan....  tiba2  melesap...

aik??sjk  bila  ko  pki  ilmu  limunan  ni??
(bukan  mali  ye...)

ok,  nak  mandi  ni....

slmt brpish

kita  akan  berpisah  buat  sementara  waktu...

alasan > sbb  nk  periksa.....

wish  me  luck....  

"we  have  2  depart  and  say  bai2...

bai2  quietly, I  thank  you  in  my  heart"
~SEE YOU SOON~

shocking news!

mmmmm..

okay, don't  panic...

this  news  my  pal  told  me  was  unbelieveable (betul  ke  aq  eja??)

well, ublvbl  4  me, not  u...

someone  have  told  nuha  something...

something  about  me...

(sapa  yg  baca  jgn  terasa  ye..)

he  told  her  that  i  like  him!!  *what  the??

well, yes, i  like  him (kinda..) cause  he's  cute

THAT'S  ALL! okay,  dlm  b.m.  nya>

aq  minat  (just  minat, bukan  suka...)

x  lebih  dri  tu....  SO...

that's  all...