11 painful things :)

1. Bringing back the feeling you tried to forget

2. Reminiscing the good times

3. Trying to hide what you really feel

4. Loving someone who loves another

5. Having a commitment with someone you know would not last

6. Shielding your heart to love somebody

7. Loving a person too much

8. Right love at the wrong time

9. Taking risk to fall in love again

10. Accepting that it was never meant to be

11. "What ifs"
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best friend??

Assalamualaikum bloggie~:)

Have you guys ever lost a friend??

Appreciate your friend :|

Ive lost one :'|

and that's horrid

Felt terrible right now...
He's such great friend to me,,,
he kept my problems i've told him I had :[

and we'll try to settle that together
but now,,I've lost him.....
what am I supposed to do???
I'm feeling stupid...

to all the CHOCAHOLICs in da world XD

check this out
XDXDXDXD
can you EAT this chocolate???

har har

hhmm
hi,assalamualaikum WBT ;)

this school holiday i went to fraser's hill with my cousins :D

(4 Ds 3 Ns)

u know,, i love to be in fraser cause of its natures :)

and of course, I LOVE NATURE

tiap2 pagi,, pak uda, a. lutfi, me and  my sister'll go jalan2 cari haiwan XD

haha

nenek, mak uda>sah2 duduk rumah je~

kak thirah, a.lukman>membuta!!

LOL
tapi sebelum pergi,, pak uda,, a.lutfi  and me akan cari serngga2 pelik yang kitorang jumpa kat depan pintu dan sekeliling bungalow tu dulu XP

nah,tengok:.the ceepy crawlies of FRASER'S HILL XD

tengah hari sampai petang,,
har har
JUNGLE TREKKING time
hhmm,, tak ingat lah berapa trail kitorang pergi,, tapi yg pasti,,
The Bishop Trail paling susah o.O
>lepas habis Bishop:.photo 1,, photo 2

ngee,, bagi 2 gambar je lah yee~

and,, FYI,, every night,, we will go jalan2 cari haiwan (again)

but its more exciting~

so far,, we found

>giant millipede

>snake(a very dangerous and poisonous one)

>wild boar(a.k.a SI TONYOK)

>tarantulas

sini ada gambar masa pagi dan petang,,pandai2 lah korang tentukan X)

late night,, me,kak thirah and Fit watch movies~
ngee..
kitorang ppun seronok mengacau kak thirah kalau dia OTP dengan bf atau kawan dia tu,
har har XD
**at home,, a.lukman still not over with his 'penunggu' thing
urgh

DONE,, HAR HAR

kem asas kepimpinan

hhhmmm,,
Assalamualaikum W.B.T
korang sihat ?? :)

harap sihat ~

ok,,( sebenarnya aktiviti ni semalam) >.<
tak sempat nak story2 sebab penat sangat ~

aku bangun pagi pukul 630 LOL
memang kelam kabut gila masa tu
pastu cepat2 mandi dll
dan pergi umah mali ,, and balqis,,
and straight to school!!

ffuh,, alhamdulillah sempat
masa kat kem,, kitorang dipecahkan kpd 15 kumpulan,,
aku kat group no. 1 >> Genting Highland ;)
ada ,, emmm 20 org tak silap~
dan salah sorangnya ialah  abg Haziq KAA >.< ada banyak aktiviti yg ada ,, hhhhmm ~
**malas nak tulis

sampai masa nak balik,, kitorang dikejutkan dgn satu berita baik ;)
kitorang group terbaik pada 18212 
oh,wow,, tak caya ??
what I want to say is...
thank you to all group 1's participants~
and thank you too to cik marlina and cik juwanita from MSU
U gave me some very good experiences >.<

WILL MISS THE 'yesterday' :)

sunway piramid ice

Just got back from>> SUNWAY PIRAMID ICE

what do I feel right now??
HAPPY AND TIRED(of course)

the first time tried skating,,bad luck  -_-

>always fall down

>always being pushed by the other skaters

it was quite hard,,but I was satisfied (even it's so hurt to fell)

I\ve been there for 4 hours

LOL,,IMAGINE THAT!!

to my cousin::

>KAK THIRAH

thank you so much for teaching me how to skate
:D

my brother

My brother's one of the SPM candidates this year,,

I hope he'd do well

I know he can..

he's gonna come home this week,I guess

I'm going to grandma's this week too

and stay there for a week

FEELIN' A LITTLE BIT TOO EXCITED  

:D

I'm sorry -_-

I'm  sorry  I  constantly  want  to  talk  to  you~
I'm  sorry  if  I  made you  feel  annoyed
I'm  sorry  if  I  come  off  as  annoying
I'm  sorry  if  you  dont  wanna  talk   to  me  as  much  as  I  wanna  talk  to  you

I'm  sorry  if  I   think  too  much  of  you  (and  too  often)

I'm  sorry  if  I  tell  you  about  a  pointless  drama  when  you  don't  really  care

I'm  sorry  if  I  come  off  as  being  clingy, but  its  just  me  missing  you..

HAVE NOTHING TO DO RIGHT NOW,,
JUST WROTE SOMETHING RIDICULOUS
~.~

chocaholic

korang percaya tak kalau aku cakap
"i'm a chocaholic''??

korang caya tak??

sesetengah orang tak percaya yang aku ni penggemar setia coklat~
terutamaya CADBURY ALMOND

hihihi..
for me,,
eating chocolate brings happiness and joy in my life

 orang selalu cakap"jangan makan coklat,,tak elok,nanti gemuk!"

YEKE??betul ke??
>>>ramai percaya memakan coklat boleh ,menggemukkan,menyebabkan kencing manis,gigi rosak,dan urgh,,macam2 lagi lah..

hei,,kenapa  kajian menunjukkan sebaliknya???
>>>coklat didapati tidak menyebabkan kencing manis,gigi rosak,paras kolestrol meningkat  atau penyakit jantung malah,,percaya atau tidak..

>>>Ia  mengandungi bahan kimia yang membantu mengekalkan keanjalan saluran darah & meningktkan kandungan flavonoid dan antioksidan dalam darah,bahan yang dpat menghalang penyakit kardiovaskular serta menghalang atau melambatkan kerosakan sel dan tisu badan..

jadi,,,jangan lah takut2 lagi nak makan coklat ye~
dan KURANGKAN DIET

>>>BUAT APA NAK MENYIKSA DIRI SENDIRI??
betul tak???

the trials

I made this the other night..
cause i have some trouble




Wondering ...
why
when justice was to be established
when the flag was flown to the truth,
why
contemptible words given,
expressed lies ..

We want to say,
we want to ask,
What is the guilt,
it's just the offense that occurred
unnoticed

We feel melancholy,
We feel sad,
did you realize,
We have been impressed
frustrated    (echeh)

Have forgotten everything ,
When anger more fervent ,
..Shouted the devil happy
when the descendants of Adam deceived
when they succeed to break 
our relationship
which has stood intact

We'll no longer laugh
We do not want to say anything,
We will be quiet
After all despised

Pearl droplets fallen in,
To release the grief and sorrow,
Suffer, though,
Thinking the storm that hit,

We can only pray,
Allah is the Hearing,
Who knows everything,
That  always Fair every moment

Patience and resignation to motivation,Steadfast and courageous to face trials,
Friends and Companions (1 KAA),
As a backup,
To meet the challenges ..

DEMAM

huh,i'm having a fever now..
yes,i'm sick now..TOTALLY SICK
it've been 4 days...
despite having a fever , I still have so much things to do,
homeworks,,,schoolworks,,and what's new,,FB works!!

HAHA,JOKING
don't be mad at me ,ok??
:D


I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!
(never thought i will say that!)
but yup,,i wanna go to school

cerita raya 2011

okay,,,this is my raya story~
hey,,raya ni balik 3-3 tmpt~
-ampang
-kuala selangor
-melaka
walaupun aku x rasa langsung feeling raya tahun ni...
tapi, ada bnda best ni...tu yg aku nak cita...
yg paling best ialah aktiviti m'buat smoke bomb
lokasi:
jln ujung permatang,,,kuala selangor

...crew2 smoke bomb...:
>lukman
>shah

>satria
>lutfi
>emir farid



hei,hei,hei..
best bro..
mmmm...ni semestinya keje abg2 sedara aku -_-"

^===
abg aku...hey
MERDEKA!!

berpeluh peluh  abg shah...
sian dia...===>

owh yeah...
haha..


the best part before the explosion

DAN INILAH HASILNYA~
WOOHOOO~

HEI...AKU a.k.a. KAMI TAK AKAN LUPA 

KATA2 SELEPAS KEJADIAN TU....

(sapa yg baca jgn terasa ye..)

"MA,MA...SELIPAR L***I MASUK BECAK!!.."

>.<

KENANGAN NI X LEH DILUPAKAN...WAKAKAKA


worait..smpi sini je wat masa ni...
~SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~

happy EID~

assalamualaikum,,
hehe

i wish u happy eid (4 all muslims)

dkt kuala selangor ni~

peristiwa penting hari ni:

===>my cousin tersadung kaki

chaching~

just changed the background~
haha...sorry~

FASTING AND FB

~fasting  is  coming  through..

what  do  I  feel??HAPPY??

(OF  COURSE~)

but  I  still  dunno  what  to  do...

  WHEN  school  ends  at  5:30~
HAPPY  FASTING  TO  ALL  MUSLIMS!

feeling  lonely  with  just  dad  and  sis

cause  mom  and  my  cuddly  little bro'  go sees  grandma

who  lives  by  the  hill...

 :P
kiddding~
she lives  at   MELAKA

I  can't  go  cause  there  are  so  many  things  to  do~

folio  and  such  things!

so  bored  right  now~

by  the  way, I  feel  like  i  wanna  strangle  'ATOK' 

cause  he  made  me  having  such  terrible  headache  this  week!

(we  chatted  about   killing  someone..:P)

can  you  guest  who???

realized

okay, i'm  totally  feeling  bad ,right  now
cause  everything's  not  right!!

is  it  hard  to  understand??
or  it's  just  me  all  the  time??
pretending  that  it  never  happened??
oh, ?I  REALIZED  now....
.....it  was  me  all  the  time....
I'm  doing  this  cause  i  have  no  one  to talk to!
maybe.......
i'm  just  disturbing....
fine...
I'LL  NEVER  GIVE  UP!!

TILL  YOU  SEE  WHAT  I'M TRYING  TO  DO!

realized

okay, i'm  totally  feeling  bad ,right  now
cause  everything's  not  right!!

is  it  hard  to  understand??
or  it's  just  me  all  the  time??
pretending  that  it  never  happened??
oh, ?I  REALIZED  now....
.....it  was  me  all  the  time....
I'm  doing  this  cause  i  have  no  one  to talk to!
maybe.......
i'm  just  disturbing....
fine...
BUT
I'LL  NEVER  GIVE  UP!!

TILL  YOU  SEE  WHAT  I'M TRYING  TO  DO!
WE'LL SEE WHO  WILL LOSE...

all about this keyboard thing~

first  af  all,
selamat  tinggal  kpd  ketboard  lama... jasamu  kukenang

kpd  keyboard  baru... selamat  datang..
jgn  cepat  rosak,  pokai  abang  aku....
oh  ya,,cakap  psl  abg...
TERIMA KASIH ABANG HAZIQ!!
KERANA  TLH  BERSUSAH  PAYAH  MEMBELIKAN  KB   INI!

hari yg memalukan~

PSK SUDH...ORAL TEST #2 SUDH.....APA LAGI LA AGAKNYA....

OH YA!!

GALAH PANJANG!!MMM..NAK MASUK PRTNDGN BOLA BALING TAPI....NAK KUMPUL ILMU DULULAH....

SAYA DOAKAN YG TERBAIK BUAT KAMU!!
yg lwknya....MASA ORAL TADI....
AKU KENA PKI RMBUT PALSU...

URGH!!

PASTU....ALANG2 TGH ELOK BUAT CONVERSATION...

(TAJUKNYA MMG PSL CONVERSATION,TAPI AQ NAK DEBATE)

ADA LA SEORANG MAKHLUK NI...INDIA...PERGI KETAWAKAN KITORANG PASAL

AQ PKI RMBUT PALSU...AIN PKI MOUSTACHE...

ISH..NAK LALU TU...LALU JOLAH!

GERAM AKU!

SEBENTAR TADI....

PERKARA INI DISAHKAN BENAR OLEH SAYA SENDIRI....

AQ MASUK DEWAN MINI...BERSAMA KELAS2 LAIN....TERMASUK KLS 'DIA'

SDG BERUSAHA MENYOROKKAN DIRI DARIPADA DILIHAT..

HAHAHA

X B'JAYA....

DIA NAMPAK ...*RASANYALAH...

MMMMM, X KUT... HARAP2 LA

UKAY!!PG DULU...

CHOW!